This will be the first of many entries to come. I havent had a blog in so long but only because I had some one to talk to, some one I could rely on to turn to when I needed someone to cry on or laugh with or when i just needed to be held but as usual life changes as do the people around you. Life can be good or bad it all depends on how you look at it I guess. In the end you just have to keep your head up and never change who you are for anyone but yourself. I was with someone that I thought was "the one" for almost three years but come to find out recently it just wasnt meant to be so now I am doing the best I can to put my life and my heart back together in the mean time I have college to finish and i have my babies depending on me so I have to be strong and smile even when it kills me inside to do so. The hardest part is knowing that he is close enough to touch but still so far away emotionally. Yes I still live with him I have no choice I have my kids to support and I just started a new job and all my family lives out of state but my kids love it here and they have moved around a lot in the past I cant uproot them again so wwe are stuck for the moment but its ok life can only get better.....right? Well i am just depressing myself at the moment so I am going to get out of here and go to bed I have work in the morning but till next time stay safe ya'll and smile. :)
